Tuesday, April 20, 2004 so its 4 in the am and theres no school 2morrow and school was great today im just ready to graduate its been a long hard road and it sometime hurt to get where i am but i have to say im happy and i had a thought.... before i came here and started to try and fit in where i feel like i dont belong i wasnt crazy i really wasnt i was a sane person hut it feels like wherever i go well here i feel like somebody doesnt like me in some cases thats true but not for the people who have been so cool to me it was like a change of season moving here but now i wish i would just settle....... i miss home alot and i miss my girlfriend and family the most ..... so on the way home chelsea and i were talking and i realized some things like how awesome chelsea is and how great it is to talk to a female thats on the same page when it comes to love and life and what differences there are in relationships.... she explained how the difference between enjoying somebody and fucking somebody i mean it made me realize that me and shaniece have the best relationship ever i love her so much...... but then theres like this pressure to have sex or not to have sex that is the question...... you know i really have to say even though theres no lockdown i think chelsea is really doing well for herself i only say that b/c i was sitting there during dolly being black as usual and i know i have a feeling i mean really i know........ also aly your like the coolest person ever i apreciate somebody listening to me even if it didnt matter to know one else but me you know i find it hard to find real people like aly where the hell are they........ you know what weird though theres this girl in my gym class that is so cool and hott and sweet and we like flirt everyday i think shes awesome but i still have a gf but its like i lead a double life sometimes.... shaniece knows and she aint worried shes more tryng to stop me from smoking and i say i will as soon as may comes until then ill cut it down..... so about dolly there are some people in there i really dont apreciate and you know iwas just being funny but brad like bitched me out and im like i was trying to be nice now i really dont think he likes me but for watever reason he can go suck a pipe i mean for what purpose cause you sho aint runnin shit he gon make me hurt him other than that its coming together nicely except for that lift we switched sides and now its hard to do hopefully itll come together and costume done yay im so excited now i see the contrast between dolly and cb in cb i was excited all the time in dolly it took a minute and we were all closer in cb and this time i didnt get to help build the set which kinda sucks but i love performing way more..... this britney spears video is shit really shit on wheat bread...... so my bestfriend and karen are going together its not gross its just weirdand karen has the nerve to try and ditch him only after a week and b/c he didnt call her that nigga is busy and was out of town call him stop being so damn lazy i was pissed i was gonna tell him but shaniece was like no dont and i still was but i went to sleep ...... i had a sandwich and hour ago hahahahaha!!!!...... ok im done ive been on herefor 32 mins and im bout to go back to dream land.... later hater ps i took a poll of the hottest girls in dolly ill keep you posted well when i finish ....... lol later laron Public - 4:34 AM - add eprops - add comments - edit it - email it Thursday, April 15, 2004 so i think while i have time id better write how good my day is right now but last night i was so fucking tired and i couldnt get up this morning i wanted to come to school for acting and go back home and sleep i have to finish some shit so ill holler later...... laron Public - 9:13 AM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - edit it - email it Tuesday, April 13, 2004 so another day another girl to fuck for about 30 minutes hahahaha!!!.... so today was good until the end and i was excited up until the end and then it got better to talk to my gf she always make my day but im sick tired and upset not really upset anymore but i was pissed at some really bitchy boys i aint never seen any more than what was seen these mfs need to calm down so i left early to go to urgent care i really dont feel well but ill pull through its along the lines of a stressful day i still need a white shirt for dolly i hope to get one soon........ also i cant make a joke with out getting in some kind of trouble...... im really excited about our one act play in acting im glad to be working with the people i am although i think some are not happy with me for some reason i hope its just a bad day for some.... dont worry about me let me do what the fuck i wanna do since you dont understand what the fuck is going on leave me alone whore... just chatting so later hater laron Public - 9:44 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - edit it - email it Thursday, April 08, 2004 so what is up long and i do mean long week and thank god its overs i dont think i could have ever prayed any harder and i leaerned to keep stuff to myself but when it biulds up where does it go and yeah i saw doll y completely for the first time and it was cool and usually if it aint a movie i already know or made after 1998 i wont watch it probaly..... alots has been up too much to write but i cant wait for dolly tomorrw im excited and i still havent found a jacket for my costume but hopefully ill get to go kick it tonight.... im in like with this girl shes the most sweetest most beautiful thing and i dont know her name but her fathers my teacher but shes the greatest...... hmmm im hungry so hungry... oh nichole hope you feel better....... well im done right now later haters laron Public - 6:40 PM - 2 eprops - 1 comment - edit it - email it Monday, April 05, 2004 so yeah not much a little too much drama where drama oh drama but its 4th the 4th and last quarter of my highschool carrer im so excited soon ill be graduating and going to bowling green how about that no time like crack time later hater....... laron another update of life as we all no it hahahaha!!!! i know its been a minute as you can tell from the dates of entries from the 5th to the 20th well comment and enjoy read from the bottom up... laron

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